Friday, May 20, 2011

...Myself...

dgn ini sye mengisytiharkan bhw saye sdg berusaha utk memotivasikan diri sye...huhu......cool down nurul natasha....rilex...pliz think that u juz have 1 more paper!!!!!!!!!!not 4..huhu yeah!!!if i think like that i feel like i get spirit to study even the truth i still hve 4more paper to go..uwaaa!!!
nurul natasha..do u want ur name in dean list for this sem or not???if u want it u must struggle n strong...don't be like child ok...u must put urself in a real word not a imagination....yes!!u can do it....stop thinking about home n others nonsense thing...it doesn't relate with ur exam ok....after 26May u get full of freedom..hahak!!! u free to do everything what u like....n u also can think about something else....opss...what??hehe
ok...stop wasting time k nurul natasha....behalf urself...u realize or not that u don't have a gap in ur last 4paper??uhuk2!!!
21/5-leadership
22/5-human relation
25/5-ethics
26/5-neg0
pliz take note!!!!!!this is important k bcoz all the paper will killing u if u don't study hard n play more...huhu
-THE END-
p/s:sory my english is broken bcoz my brain can't function properly right now!!!!im stress fullstop~haha :p

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

no title*

spt biase......before tdo smpt lg nk update bl0g...im juz a little bit confuse about something...i don't know everything...but i guess i know why...actually i know why it's happen but i pretend like i don't know.....
there is something i can't hide wif my feeling.....ouch!!it happen again n again...still happen.....sometimes i feel like wanna cry......i need some strenght to face it....i wish that i can face it....im confuse with what i do...is't ok or not..is't true or wrong.....my heart full wif ????? sign.....huhu....
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach 
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am...........

Monday, May 16, 2011

cerita dlm cerita "16 MEI 2011"

now..im here again!!!!!!!!huhuhuhu..asl tjuk cm pelik je eh...haha sbb bnyk bnde nk cite..bnyk la sgt konon..yela..entry kali ni aku ade 2bnde nk story mory...huhuhu
first..psl kawan dalam kawan......haa???ape bnde lak ni ye agk2???haha..ni cte psl kwn...xsemua kwn kte tu kwn kn....ssh nk mncari kwn yg btul2 kwn...btul xkwn???aish~bpe bnyk kwn daa...ayoyo....kte bleh je rmai kwn...tp the truth xsemua kwn kte tu leh djadikan kwn time ssh n sng...opss...tyme ssh ye..tyme sng mmg la berlambak2 cm bundle lak dtg kn2...tp tyme ssh....so,,kt cni sng cte nk ckp kwn tu easy come n easy go la...jd pndai2 la ye nk pilih kwn....hehe jgn anda tersilap langkah..wah!!!ayt...xley blah r...
second...psl hari guru....hehe arini 16 Mei 2011 iaitu jatuh pd hari Isnin...bersamaan dgn hari guru...so kt cni aku nk ucap sket la kt guru2 yg pernah mndidik dan xputus asa mngajarku sehingga aku berjaya smpai ke tahap ini...walaupun perjalanan msih jauh....hehe terutama cgu tadika la..tadika kemas kg buluh....dr ctu la aku blaja 1 smpai 10..n dr ctu jugak aku knl A smpai Z....terima kasih cgu!!!! lps tu sek rendah lak...sk kg buluh from drjah 1-2..kt cni blaja pe ek???lupe da..tp pape pun jasamu tetap ku kenang..terima kasih juga cgu!!!slps tu....sk sg tong...darjah 3-4....hehe jap je kt cni...biase la cm org nomad lak kn asyek tukar2 skolah..haha bleh ke gune pkataan tu???hahhaa....pape pun skali lg terima kasih cgu!!!from drjah 4-6...sk putera jaya...haa...kt cni la agk mncabar perjalanan sbb da agk besar da..besar ke??yela kot...terima kasih cgu dsbbkn cgu saya berjaya mndapat keputusan yg cmerlang UPSR!!!!hehe skrg msuk alam keremajaan lak..wah!!!remaja la sgt kn...tyme ni da xde pndah2 skolah da....juz 1 sekolah je...SMKANI...kt besut nun d sana...kt cni mcm2 knangan n plg best la bg aku...aku blaja kt cni from form 1 till form 5...segala kenangan msh segar d ingatanku....thanks cgu..jasamu tetap ku kenang smpai skrg...form 6 lak..yela..aku bdk xbrape pndai..jd msuk form 6 je mampu...tp aku bngga sbb dr cni la aku dpt menjejakkan kaki ke menara gading!!!wah...kt cni pun bnyk knangan..opss lupe nk mention name skolah....aku skolah kt SMKTI/TIPTOP...kt cni aku sdh agk matang...hehehehe knl kwn2 baru n cgu2 sume spoting2!!!thnaks cgu cz da buat sye jd org berguna...sblum ni xguna ke aku???musykil..ahhaa..ok la..tu je nk cte...penat da menaip..hehe choww!!!!

p/s:SELAMAT HARI GURU kpd guru2 semua terutama d seluruh Malaysia dan xlupe kpd bakal guru2 semua...
     'GURU PENJANA TRANSFORMASI PENDIDIKAN'

Friday, May 13, 2011

suara hati

saat2 nk tdo ni sempat lg update blog...huhu asal la perasaan cmni asyek dtg je....cmne nk elakkan eh...if i get the chance to avoid this feeling i will...but the truth is i can't..it's so hard for me......nothing i can do...eventhough i try.......but...i proud bcoz my feeling still the same...not change even it's so long.........huhu dala...sory bermadah2 malam ni...biase la..mood jiwang slalu dtg time2 midnight cmni....hurm..wish that u hepy n i will always pray the best for u..huhuhu
It doesn't take a reason to love someone,but it does to like someone. You don't love someone because you want to, you love someone because you are destined too. It's because you fall in Love with them, that you then try to find a reason, but you always come up with...the answer, No reason!!!

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

KiSaH hAtI

~Perjalanan hidup dalam cinta, pasti ada waktu suka dan duka,
Kewajaran dalam menempuhi pun pasti ada detik-detik manis dan pahit.
Tapi bila cinta kita tiada petunjuk, tiada kepastian, tiada penghujung ibarat cinta di alam mimpi.
Hanya diri sahaja yang merasa keindahannya, hanya diri sahaja yang merasa bahagia,
Sedangkan waktu sudah tiba pada penghujung mimpi,
Serasa tak ingin bangun dari tidur yang lena,
Sayang kalau-kalau mimpi itu tidak akan sama berulang
dan bersambung kembali~~~~
Yang menjadi kesudahan berharap pada yang tak memberi.
❀. .¸(¯`••´¯)¸.• ❀
•♫❀* •.¸.•*❀ _•❀*•.



Monday, May 9, 2011

-ceritera hati-

sory la...entry ni agk menggediks sket...huhu...spe yg nk termuntah or pregnant...opss!!ape kaitan eh..huhu bleh la elakkan dr membaca..huhu juz nk citer kt cni...smlm aku mimpi....n adekah mimpiku ini menarik???nthla...tp tbe2 aku mimpi die.....teetttt~mungkinkah dsbbkn terlalu rindu..hmm...yela..lame xbersua...lme xdgr kbr n everything la....huhu dasyat kn???smpai termimpi2 lg...tp ape nk wt...2 kali kot mimpi..first smlm....lg skali tdo pas subuh pg td....opss!!!pch rahsia tdo lps subuh..ngee :p hmm....mungkinkah itu tanda aku terlalu ingt kt die???hmmm...ye kot...mmg btul pun...tp mimpi tu best...cume nye xleh r nk citer kt cni..huhu biarlah rahsia....hmmm....alangkah best kn klu mimpi tu betul2 jd knytaan...tp xmungkin kot..mengharap je lbh aku ni.....ish!!!sudah2 la..sedar2!!!ini bkn lg mimpi..ini kenyataan....
kalau la die bace entry ni kn...tp xkot....huhu confirm xbce...cz aku bkn nk publish dlm fb pun klu entry2 menggediks ni....xlalu eden..hahak........yg pasti ini la suara hatiku.....actually i miss u like crazy......tu yg pg td bkak2 fb trus cri lagu tu n then post kt fb..tp mgkin die xsdar kot..yela mne die nk tau pe kaitan lgu tu ngn ksh aku ni kn........aku jela tau......hmmmm....xpela...mmg aku wt tuk diri aku sndiri pun...xde mknenye nk heboh2...xpnting la...lainla bnde2 berfaedah kn...haha
lastly juz nk ckp deep in my heart...i miss u so much!!!emmm im still love u..wah!!!!!!!ayt..xleh blah....haha hope u know that,,,,n i know that u know it...cm keling pun ade kn ayt..wah2!!!nk jiwang eh kamu...sedar la...tgh exam ni...bkn mse nk menjiwang k!!!!!!huhu
p/s:sory ye...sesi menggediks berakhir kt cni je....zassssss!!!!!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

surat utk ibu....

Assalamualaikum........
sempena hari ibu ni (8 MAY 2011).,...k.ngah ingin mengucapkan selamat hari ibu kpd ma tersayang...k.ngah tau kasih sayang ma tiada penghujungnya kpd ank2 ma semua.......pengorbanan ma sejak melahirkan dan membesarkan k.ngah dan adik beradik yang lain mmg sangat2 mencabar sehingga semua ank2 ma menjadi orang yg berguna...insya ALLAH...semoga adk2 yg lain akn mengikut jejak langkah long n k.ngah....huhu..
ma..k.ngah nk mntk maaf sekiranya ada perkara or perbuatan2 yg telah melukakan hati ma selama k.ngah menjadi ank ma sehingga besar pnjg smpai skrg..huhu...tp rasenye k.ngah tdk pernah melakukan perbuatan yg membuat ma kecewa..kecuali dlm hal2 berkaitan pelajaran...ya,mmg k.ngah bkn seorang ank yg pandai..tp k.ngah akn membuktikan kt ma n abh yg k.ngah boleh menjadi seorang yang berguna da berjaya...insya ALLAH kejayaan semakin nampak..tp kdg kala k.ngah lupe yg study itu pnting hgga membuatkan diri lupa untuk belajar...tp k.ngah akan cuba menjadi ank yg di banggakan oleh ma n abh..n boleh membanggakan ma n abh..huhu...sem lps pun da wt ma bngga kn???hehehee......insya ALLAH sem ni n seterus2 nya juga akn membuat ma n abh tertawa bahagia....
k.ngah tau ma n abh mengharapkan k.ngah smbung master even phd pun kn..tp itu msih dlm perancangan lg..insya ALLAH kalau diberi peluang mmg k.ngah berniat utk smbung master tp phd tu.......emmmmm...pk bnyk kali jgk la..haha but pape pun doakan k.ngah n adk bradik yg lain sentiasa berjaya walau d mana pun berada n dlm apa jua bidang sekalipun,..ssungguhnya doa ibu adalah yg paling mustajab..k.ngah bangga ade ma yg baik n sgt penyayang!!!!!!!!i luv u more mum...u r the best mum i ever had in the world!!!
lastly,happy mother's day ma!!!!!!!!!
p/s:sesungguhnya tanpa ma n abh siapa la k.ngah pd masa ini...huhu...saranghae omoni :))

Friday, May 6, 2011

eXam oh eXam

emmm...setelah berhoneymoon slama 5ari kt umah lastly terpaksa mnjejakkan kaki lg ke uum utk menghadapi perjuangan....sgt tdk bersemangat nk exam...ape nk jd la...study week pun xstudy gak...pdhl lg 2ari je kot mase ade nk exam....uuhh!!!!!!angan-angan nk dpt dekan tp klu cmni la gayenye cmne la nk dpt dekan..hurmm..nape la mls sgt nk study eh???
sgt xde mood nk study...tlg la dtg mood ooiii.....sedarlah....mase da xde..tp lgsung xprepare pape pon lg tuk exam..dala account paper first...paper killer tu...lg pulak sem ni bnyk kot paper 3000...cmne nk jwb klo xstudy..aduh...
sgt sunyi kt cni...rumet pun xdtg lg...plus lak pening pale....rase cm nk balik umah lg...best ade family...terubat rindu...xde la sunyi sgt..hurmm..kt cni sunyi giler...lg la tingat mcm2 bnde..sabarlah wahai hati...bertahanlah utk jwb exam final..juz 3 mggu je pun kt cni...tp 3mggu tu sgt2 lame :( pape pun harap aku mampu bertahan dan mood study akn dtg pd esok hari..cz mlm ni da xleh fokus...pening sgt2!!cume pk nk tdo je..huhu
insya ALLAH esok akn bermula hari2 yg ceria kt cni sblum balik bercuti...n dpt study ngn tenang....fokus!!!

FINAL EXAM!!!
8/5-account
11/5-PLO
15/5-office
21/5-leadership
22/5-hub.manusia
25/5-ethics
26/5-neg0

p/s:good luck...hope i can do it better......n get dean for this sem...amin~
i need ur support (mun n dad) n also my siblings...n IMY(",)

Monday, May 2, 2011

study week vs study break

huhuhuhu!!!!!!!!mmg heaven giler r kt umah.....smpai2 terlupe yg sbnrnye mood study week bkn nye sem break.....aiyoo!!!ape nk jd ni.....lgsung xsntuh buku lg...dh la paper account first....ble la diri ini nk sedar...xpe2...pasang niat nk start study mlm ni...erk???btul ke??huhu  insya ALLAH....niat tu yg penting....
sgt seronok la kt umah,,,,mkn sume best2.....ckp je nk mkn ape mst dpt nye...wah!!terasa mls nk blik u....huhuk..plus org len sume da nk blik da sem break...tp ktorg wrga uum bru tergedik2 nk exam,,,,,
still have 4days more kt umah....bnyk lg yg xbuat n xdpt mkn...wahaha!!tu jgk la yg plg utama nya..mkn2 n mkn...mne la xgemokk...opss!!!!!!!!gemokk?????TIDAKKK........tp msih tringin nk mkn roti tempayan/roti nan...adoiiyaa...nk g kfc...hehe..nk mkn kek..nk mkn puding...wah...bnyk tol nk mkn.,,,arini dpt mkn sambal udang n masak lemak....sgt2 best..mak saye yg tersayang wt kan....hihik....still xdpt mkn asam pedas...xpe2..menu utk esok lak r..hahaa udah la...mken bnyk citer mken bnyk kua menu lak...haha...