diet oh diet

ok mood aku skrg ni adlh sgt teruja nak diet!!!!!!!!!!!!hoiii....ape lagi ble tgk post kwn2 aku yg da brjaya turunkan brt bdn mereka..wpun xbnyk tp its ok la...ade la jgk nampak perubahan...aku pun bkn nye nk diet scr drastik...hahha juz nk trunkan stkt 5 or 6kg pun da ckup la sgt....ish!xboleh jadi ni..smngt mken ari mken berkobar2 nak diet...asyek bce je artikel2 psl diet...waaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!nak diet....pehlizzzz!!!nt nk kne pg berguru la ngn kwn aku yg da berjaya jlnkan misi diet mereka...huhu agk2 dlm sbulan klu nmpak perubahan tu ok la kan...aku pun nak diet yg sihat...xde membebankan..n mmg tertarik la ngn cara diet mereka..hoho!!!ok saje nk cite psl diet..sbb aku mmg da lame nk diet...bkn la nk bdn mcm model bagai..juz utk keselesaan n sng nk pakai baju ape pun nmpak ok ckup la..hahaha...xnk la smpai krus kering sgt...cm berpada2 la...ok..skrg ni misi aku nk turunkan brt bdn 5/6kg...tp bile aku nk stat eh???hahhaa :p myb awl bln5 la...nnt leh tgk perubahan dlm mse sbulan berjaya ke x..n balik nnt mst adk2 aku da tak kecoh ckp aku gemukkk!!!!!!!!!!!huh!melampauuu!!!!ok la..sekian aku dan diet..hahha

story again and again

mesti kalu ade yg bce rimas ngn aku nye cerita kan..tp lantak la org nak ckp pe..ini belogg aku suke ati la aku nak taip ape pun..this is my story not urs..mostly dlm blog ni bnyk je kisah2 cm jiwang2 n seangkatan dengannya..huhu..yela..ingt aku tkde perasaan nak jiwang ke??mestila ade gk..sume org ade perasaan n melalui belogg ni la aku luah perasaan aku..kdg aku rasa puas leh taip ape aku nak taip...even org nyampah tp aku puas...hurmm...dont ever judge me if u dont really know me...sometimes i feel lonely..thats why aku tulis blog..klu aku bz ngn keje mesti nye tak sempat nak tulis kan..tp pnh gak curi2 coz ade sumthing aku nak sampaikan..huhu...kdg2 aku bce cerita bout something then terdetik jugak la utk tulis blog..so bnyk la sbb aku suke berblog...myb dgn cara ni aku leh interpretasikan perasaan aku *sedih,happy,moody,marah,bengang n etc la..
look like im try so hard to forget bout it...yes!!of coz i need to do that...i dont know tilll when i can stand pretend like nothing happen n like i dont care anymore...and guess what??it's hard...so hard for me!!!sigh~sometimes i hope u not show up in front of me anymore..just pretend like we dont noe each other n nothing happen before...but why u cant do it??hurmm..im try to understand u but sometimes i cant..hati org kte takleh nak menduga..even kdg hati kte sndiri pun ssh kte nak phm...tp takpela..mmg situasi ni agk sukar untk semua tp...........lg sukar utk aku.....but the most important is kte tak lupe untuk meminta kpd yg esa..sbb DIA maha mengetahui,mdengar n berkuasa dlm segala hal..so..keep praying!!!!!!!!!hope all the best for us..always like that..again n again...hurm.....just berpegang ngn pepatah ni "kalau ade jdoh tak kan ke mana"..hanya ALLAH yg mengetahui segalanya..apa yg terbaik utk hambanya...amin~

the story of my heart :(

i did fell on someone but it is just too hard for me to accept d complicated condition...i think losing it might be for d best...it's sometimes hurt when i realize that u're no more on my side to depend wt..but guess that it makes me stronger.no one even choose to care so i hide everyting inself and it is hard..there are sometimes when i cry for myself in the dark to hide from being exposed.n it pains me truthly..i realize that love is very complicated..the situation might be not as simple as i imagine...seriously it hurt me mostly but what can i do..juz accept to be myself..n i hope i will be more stronger n i can handle it softly..my heart is only one.n future i should take care of it more carefully...guess what??I miss you, all day, every day. And yes u  can't even imagine how pathetic it makes me feel, because I don't even know if u miss me back..although our heart is still connected or not bt i still hope for the best for us..like i said before if we're meant to be together insya ALLAH..ALLAH always be there for us..as a human what we can do is only pray for the best...yes..we can do it..n of coz i can do it..n i try to accept it..im tired of being like this..hurmmm....