i don't like this feeling T T

JIWA KACAU!!!!!ye...sgt sesuai...mmg tepat dgn keadaan diriku skrg....i don't know why....from last night lg emosi xstabil....myb something wrong with my feeling...bkn aku saje2 mntak perasaan cmni dtg...mmg xmntk tp die dtg sndri....smenanye aku xperlu rase mcm ni..mmg xpyh pun...sbb aku xde pape hak pun tuk rase cmni...tp still xboleh..........since aku tau n aku akn sntiasa ingt bnde tu........tu mmg prangai n kelemahan aku...ssh utk lupe something yg btul2 aku rase mcm betul.........even bnde tu xbtul skalipun..tp yeke xbtul???hmm...nth la...hopefully it's means nothing...saat2 cmni gak la aku perlukan my family...aku xkuat..ye..aku mmg seorg yg lemah....tu lg 1 kelemahan aku....ok la...juz luah something yg xdpt diluahkan....myb it juz my feeling but still can't forget...i miss my family damn much!!!!!i need u right now ('',)...