Tuesday, April 24, 2012

story again and again

mesti kalu ade yg bce rimas ngn aku nye cerita kan..tp lantak la org nak ckp pe..ini belogg aku suke ati la aku nak taip ape pun..this is my story not urs..mostly dlm blog ni bnyk je kisah2 cm jiwang2 n seangkatan dengannya..huhu..yela..ingt aku tkde perasaan nak jiwang ke??mestila ade gk..sume org ade perasaan n melalui belogg ni la aku luah perasaan aku..kdg aku rasa puas leh taip ape aku nak taip...even org nyampah tp aku puas...hurmm...dont ever judge me if u dont really know me...sometimes i feel lonely..thats why aku tulis blog..klu aku bz ngn keje mesti nye tak sempat nak tulis kan..tp pnh gak curi2 coz ade sumthing aku nak sampaikan..huhu...kdg2 aku bce cerita bout something then terdetik jugak la utk tulis blog..so bnyk la sbb aku suke berblog...myb dgn cara ni aku leh interpretasikan perasaan aku *sedih,happy,moody,marah,bengang n etc la..
look like im try so hard to forget bout it...yes!!of coz i need to do that...i dont know tilll when i can stand pretend like nothing happen n like i dont care anymore...and guess what??it's hard...so hard for me!!!sigh~sometimes i hope u not show up in front of me anymore..just pretend like we dont noe each other n nothing happen before...but why u cant do it??hurmm..im try to understand u but sometimes i cant..hati org kte takleh nak menduga..even kdg hati kte sndiri pun ssh kte nak phm...tp takpela..mmg situasi ni agk sukar untk semua tp...........lg sukar utk aku.....but the most important is kte tak lupe untuk meminta kpd yg esa..sbb DIA maha mengetahui,mdengar n berkuasa dlm segala hal..so..keep praying!!!!!!!!!hope all the best for us..always like that..again n again...hurm.....just berpegang ngn pepatah ni "kalau ade jdoh tak kan ke mana"..hanya ALLAH yg mengetahui segalanya..apa yg terbaik utk hambanya...amin~

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